January & 4 years after the funeral death

First picture of me on 2010 :D

Here I am, it's 9.43 AM in the morning. Listening to Zachary Sterling - Elizabeth. I haven't open this blog for almost 3 weeks. So, What's new? I'm here because I've got nothing to do. My BIS on my Blackberry has been turned off since midnight so back to the PC. Internet connection is getting faster this lately, I love the connection ( But sometimes I shit about this connection. I sounds sucks )

I'm not the type of the girl who loves to write anything when I've got something to tell. Randomly, I'm sucks because I remember my blog when I'm getting bored with anything. Yes It's totally true. Nowadays I love to hear Club 8. Did you know that guys? I thought you are very known everything. I know this band from my band mate named Rangga. He told me that he wants to make a band and one of the influence is Club 8 and bad news : I'm the vocalist. Oh god, What's happening to my voice? I'm not very well enough to sing the songs. Like The Cardigans, The Bird and The Bee. Maybe Rangga lost his mind. So, I'm totally hate my iPod because you know what? It's almost full of my songs, 8GB isn't pretty enough. I hate iTouch sometimes, and I surely thinks about if i buy the new one ( I want Classic iPod ).

So, 2010 it's opened by 2 photo session with my mates. First photo session was located at Taman Menteng, Pacific Place and Taman Suropati, and the second photo session was located in place not far from my house. Here is The Pictures guys, hope you guys enjoy and thanks to Beverly Sandie, Faya Hardianti, Ayunda Imawan and Dea Janesta.

 

 

First of Nude Art Photo

 

Very well, you don't got shocked when you saw one of photos? NUDE ART! It was my mate Dea. She wants it, and she loves the picture :) And yeah, I've deleted my Formspring accounts. Too many things I've to do when i browsing on internet so it's enough with Facebook, Deviantart, Twitter, Blogspot, Last FM, Blip FM, Myspace, Bebo, Hi5, and what else? It confusing me.

I've been crying when I heard Thursday's song called Sugar in the sacrament I don't know why it reminds me of someone. Some one who left me 4 years ago. Yes, Its you Resga. How can I'm missing you so much? Its almost for years after your funereal death on June 2006. Res, Can you imagine something? When you were here, You're in college now. I will graduate my senior high school this year and ready for college. Res, When you are here 5 years in the future, we're getting married. Oh come one let's forget about the past, I know it's fucking hard to tell you that everything it's alright. Not that easy res, My life is so damn confusing this lately. I don't know why when you're here everything is so easy. I miss you when sang me a lullaby, I miss when you are laughing with my dad & mom, and I miss you sit on the living room, watching cartoon together with my brother. That's all why I've been missing you.

It's all over res. But the crying never going over.

I miss you, My childhood friend-My Ex-Boyfriend-My future Husband.

P.S. : In heaven.