if i have one wish..

ares . i miss you . swear ! u know, last nite i'm dreaming about you.

dreaming when we went to dufan together. laughing together.

and, in the evening u borrow me to the beach . saw a sunset it's so beautiful

but, the different think it's when u smile . see me . the different smile i think, i just realized that u came to my dream . and in the beach u said,

"icha, please take care for me! i don't wanna lose you. meet me in heaven cha. i'll wait you.

okey, don't love me full with your heart. u must find a boyfriend more better than me.

i saw you, if u had a bf not until 2 months. u got broken heart . i don't want to see it again . please,

find a serious boy for u. i know, now u heart someone. yes, tell to him that u love him. i think, he's kind. believe me. okay cha, i love u cha. more than you know. don't do like me, i never say anything about my feeling to you, altough i know u already know my feel. i never be honestly to you cha. okay, once again, take care of yourself. i'll be waiting you in here."

ares, u know what? i cried res . i cried again. i awake from my dream about 2 am. and not long, i received a mesagge from him. the boy that i think i like him. he said sorry for the late reply message. and he said he can't sleep res. i dont tell about you to him, he ask me why i dont go to sleep? and i just can said, that

" i'm dreaming about my ex bf. he died. 2 years ago. and i miss him so much "