this is the end of january

he has broke up with his girlfriend.
oh seriously i'm very happy for that. but somethings look different
everyday i saw his face. his face showed that he is very sad.
i know that. he loves his girlfriend. this is the end of January.
a lot of story dancing in my brain but i can't write it.
i just ask him about his ex-gf. but he won't say anything to me.
hemm, i really miss writing on my blog. hey, now is rain outside.
i just checking my iTunes and see the old song. very old song.
my immortal by evanescence and i think i will put that song on my blog.
i love the lyrics. part of..


these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
when you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
and I've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have, all of me



i feel the same when Ares leave me. about 3 years ago.
i miss him so much. you know, the most important people in my life who leave me ( not to another country or city ) but to the one place. ya i can't describe that place. i never visit his grave. i never want to see his picture. is just make me more miss him. -_-


this is the end of january